Twisted,
My heart, my emotions, my belief of who I thought I was who I wanted to be
For now I am incomplete in my eyes and it makes me question was I ever complete or was this image of me a lie
Crazy,
Thoughts of passion, and complex positions floods my mind turning me inside out making my head pound and my body shiver with pent up frustration and impossible situations.
Wrong,
To feel, to seek, To want, to crave, to hurt, to lust, to desire, to be bold, to take, to build, to hunger, to lose faith…to lose faith
I am a sea of turbulence, a finger painting gone horribly wrong, unable to function without the answers to my questions.
Why me? Why are you here? Why now?
I understand that destiny has played a cruel joke, and perhaps I am suppose to learn from this and let go, but my gut is twisted, my mind is crazy and my feelings are wrong.
I am simply a mess.
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